i'm 19 , ordinary girl with an outstandingly ordinary life,
living my life to the fullest , taking every chances that ever came through,
trying my best on being positive in everything , doing my best in making everyone around me to smile and laugh , and still struggling to get the best thing in life♥ :)
Its time to face the music im no longer youre muse
Soo , assalamualaikum . hehe , suddenly rasa macam nak update harini , ive been overthinking these few days and i dont know why . haha maybe sebab asyik mereput je dekat rumah aihh . Recently ive been reflecting on myself . i mean , fikir balik what have i done to myself . how i am with people around me , how i treat people , how people treat me and on the same side i was thinking how i treat myself as well . people always said that orang yang paling banyak ketawa , banyak gelakk , selalu happy sebenarnya yang paling sensitif . okay lah macam jiwang entah pape plakk , tapi like seriusly . dekat asrama dulu aku selalu menangis actually . cuma my friends je ta perasan . malam-malam pun after lights off aku aku nanges sorang-sorang sampai tertido . aku pun tak faham kenapa aku macam ni . whahaha . dari rumah lagi actually aku tak pernah menangis depan parents aku . kalau nak nangis aku duk diam-diam dalam bilik . done menangis aku keluar then bermain dengan adik-adik aku balik as if nothings ever happen . kalau aku terasa ke apa aku jenis pendam tau ,serius . mungkin dari kecik jadi anak sulung soo tak tunjuk sangat kita punya actual feelings when your parents might be busy layan adik-adik kau yang kecik . when you grow older , it kinda hurts when you cant tell people around you how you really feel . i cried easily bukan sebab aku ni manja ke apa , sebab aku dah lama pendam . last-last aku nangis . aku ingat lagi masa juniors dulu lagi lah banyak aku nanges lepas lights off . whahha . time senior pulak dalam shower berkali-kali . aku nangis sebab aku stress ,, aku nanges kalau kawan aku ada buat aku terasa tapi dia je kawan yang kau adaa . people say when you wake up , you have two choices it either to be happy or sad . thats why i choose to be happy , live my life . my friends once said ''Faa , ingat ta mu penah nasihat akuu , suh aku think positive on everythings yang berlaku dalam hidup ? masa tu aku tak dapat jadi pembimbing rakan sebaya , aku nanges tak henti , kau pesan ayat tu kat aku dan sekarang aku ketua pelajar dah faa (: '' and ''faa thank you sebab ada dengan akuu sampai lewat malam aku nangis , walaupun mu tak penah ada masa aku bahagiaa , tapi mu muncul pulak time aku nanges teruk aritu , kau teman aku sampai aku tido , mekasih faa '' and you guys wont know how much i hope you would be there and do the same thing to me . memang ramai gak cakap ''kau ni sporting ah faa , kau ni lawakk lahh , kau ni ntah pape jee , kau gilaaaa , kau friendly , wehh kau gelakkk kuat gilaaa , wehh bila nak stop gelak? '' hahahahha , sebab aku fikir bila aku gelak aku boleh lupa semua perasaan berkecamuk yang entah pape aku rasa . mama aku pun perasan jugak actually , aritu dia cuba tanya akuu ada apa-apa ke ? aku pi tukar topik lain . i just dont want to talk about it . like seriusly ive never talk about how i really feel to anyone , i admit it , i really love to make people laugh, who doesnt ? hahaha . i was thinking that i have to keep continuing to be positive eventhough you may face some rough things in your life . people come and go ~ people may change from time to time . dan aku jugak tahu bukan aku je melalui benda macam ni , ramai lagi melalui benda yang sama , they kept it for themselves . orang macam ni seriusly takkan pernah cerita to any soul . same goes to me , ive never told the problems that i have to anyone . kawan-kawan aku selalu tengok aku macam sengihh je sokmo , tapi memang pun , kalau aku badmood pun , kejap je , then aku start gelakk , kalo time aku macam orang gilaa tu . malam tu balik prep or anything aku nangis ahhh . its weird ! but its the way i am and i know im not alone getting through things like this ;3
Name: NUR FADHLIN BINTI MOHD FAHMI Known as: kakak , fafa and linnn Age: sweetest 18 State: Terengganu Country: Malaysia Language: Malay and English Religion: Islam Hobby: Sleeping ,eating and eating Ambition: Doctor Quotes: Don't give up until I become a doctor and get you ♥ plus an iphone Contact: Twitter | Facebook | Instagram
I love
♥ food ♥ family ♥ friends ♥ my stuff ♥ my spectacles ♥you , haha
I Hate
✖ sleeping during class ✖ getting mad at people ✖ not being myself ✖ pretending to be happy ✖ being sleepy during studying ✖ liking someone in the end i know he would never like me back ✖ running out of food
About this blog
This blog has been created at the beginning of 2011. But actually I don't really remember when ;) The aim is just for fun.
Its time to face the music im no longer youre muse
Soo , assalamualaikum . hehe , suddenly rasa macam nak update harini , ive been overthinking these few days and i dont know why . haha maybe sebab asyik mereput je dekat rumah aihh . Recently ive been reflecting on myself . i mean , fikir balik what have i done to myself . how i am with people around me , how i treat people , how people treat me and on the same side i was thinking how i treat myself as well . people always said that orang yang paling banyak ketawa , banyak gelakk , selalu happy sebenarnya yang paling sensitif . okay lah macam jiwang entah pape plakk , tapi like seriusly . dekat asrama dulu aku selalu menangis actually . cuma my friends je ta perasan . malam-malam pun after lights off aku aku nanges sorang-sorang sampai tertido . aku pun tak faham kenapa aku macam ni . whahaha . dari rumah lagi actually aku tak pernah menangis depan parents aku . kalau nak nangis aku duk diam-diam dalam bilik . done menangis aku keluar then bermain dengan adik-adik aku balik as if nothings ever happen . kalau aku terasa ke apa aku jenis pendam tau ,serius . mungkin dari kecik jadi anak sulung soo tak tunjuk sangat kita punya actual feelings when your parents might be busy layan adik-adik kau yang kecik . when you grow older , it kinda hurts when you cant tell people around you how you really feel . i cried easily bukan sebab aku ni manja ke apa , sebab aku dah lama pendam . last-last aku nangis . aku ingat lagi masa juniors dulu lagi lah banyak aku nanges lepas lights off . whahha . time senior pulak dalam shower berkali-kali . aku nangis sebab aku stress ,, aku nanges kalau kawan aku ada buat aku terasa tapi dia je kawan yang kau adaa . people say when you wake up , you have two choices it either to be happy or sad . thats why i choose to be happy , live my life . my friends once said ''Faa , ingat ta mu penah nasihat akuu , suh aku think positive on everythings yang berlaku dalam hidup ? masa tu aku tak dapat jadi pembimbing rakan sebaya , aku nanges tak henti , kau pesan ayat tu kat aku dan sekarang aku ketua pelajar dah faa (: '' and ''faa thank you sebab ada dengan akuu sampai lewat malam aku nangis , walaupun mu tak penah ada masa aku bahagiaa , tapi mu muncul pulak time aku nanges teruk aritu , kau teman aku sampai aku tido , mekasih faa '' and you guys wont know how much i hope you would be there and do the same thing to me . memang ramai gak cakap ''kau ni sporting ah faa , kau ni lawakk lahh , kau ni ntah pape jee , kau gilaaaa , kau friendly , wehh kau gelakkk kuat gilaaa , wehh bila nak stop gelak? '' hahahahha , sebab aku fikir bila aku gelak aku boleh lupa semua perasaan berkecamuk yang entah pape aku rasa . mama aku pun perasan jugak actually , aritu dia cuba tanya akuu ada apa-apa ke ? aku pi tukar topik lain . i just dont want to talk about it . like seriusly ive never talk about how i really feel to anyone , i admit it , i really love to make people laugh, who doesnt ? hahaha . i was thinking that i have to keep continuing to be positive eventhough you may face some rough things in your life . people come and go ~ people may change from time to time . dan aku jugak tahu bukan aku je melalui benda macam ni , ramai lagi melalui benda yang sama , they kept it for themselves . orang macam ni seriusly takkan pernah cerita to any soul . same goes to me , ive never told the problems that i have to anyone . kawan-kawan aku selalu tengok aku macam sengihh je sokmo , tapi memang pun , kalau aku badmood pun , kejap je , then aku start gelakk , kalo time aku macam orang gilaa tu . malam tu balik prep or anything aku nangis ahhh . its weird ! but its the way i am and i know im not alone getting through things like this ;3
