Tuesday, 21 June 2016 | 16:10 | 0 Sweet Hearts
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| lucky to have been where i have been |
me , nur fadhlin is trying my best on handling everything , putting all the pieces that have been broken back together . suddennly i asked myself , why did this happen to me , i was seriously so sad , fuckin' sad . why am i soo stupid , why do i have to be so nice with everyone , why did i even let this happen to me ? . these asasi sains is surely killing me , exam , test and quizzes surely kills me inside , setakat ni seriously , jadahh apaa aku jawabbb , hanya mampu doakan yang terbaik jee :c inshaaAllah . soo biology and physic is coming soon , prayy for me babes ~
After what ive been through , i never thought that this is gonna be the time where the pain is so severe . betul ke english aku ni . my sleeping order is soo mengarutt . tidur entah bila , bangun awal , im soo blessed sebab tak ngantok dalam kelas , or tido in class , seriously penatlah asasi , wkwkwkwkwkww , why do i even thought of taking foundation in the first place , if i share this to my mama , she would eventually bebel me , and told me , ''your life is already written , your life journey is also been written by HIM , people who you met , people who you are friends with , it is all been written, so dont ever ask that type of question , you may meet different people in your life , learn new things , mama hanya boleh doakan yang kakak tak masuk jalan yang salah je , semuanya up to you tau , be strong '' . mama never fails bagi aku ayat-ayat buat aku rasa macam nak nangis :c
people tend to say people with the wises words have been through alott of pain in life than anyone . i know my mama been there . everytime i felt so down or anything , mesti macam pesan pada diri like , ''mama can stay strong , why you kennootttt'' soo blessed Allah grant me a type of heart then can be cure easily , and a very strong one that i could still act like im okay when im not , can be used to pretend that im fine when eventually im not ,,, seriuosly in everything that ive been through i never regret a single thing from it . there is always sometimes where you feel so sad aboutt stuff but still you have a trillion reason to be happy , rather than thinking about that stufff (; ngehngengehhh
-happy pills- hehehe , i just cant wait to see how my next chapter in life would be. weeeeeeee..
(my kuliah mates is the most craziest kuliah mates in 18 kuliah , seriuously , soo blessed to be with then , hari-hari gelak , hari-hari buat lawak , aduhhh , kalau weekend je mesti rindu nak jumpaa semuaa nak gelakk . fall inlove with them already)
people tend to say people with the wises words have been through alott of pain in life than anyone . i know my mama been there . everytime i felt so down or anything , mesti macam pesan pada diri like , ''mama can stay strong , why you kennootttt'' soo blessed Allah grant me a type of heart then can be cure easily , and a very strong one that i could still act like im okay when im not , can be used to pretend that im fine when eventually im not ,,, seriuosly in everything that ive been through i never regret a single thing from it . there is always sometimes where you feel so sad aboutt stuff but still you have a trillion reason to be happy , rather than thinking about that stufff (; ngehngengehhh
-happy pills- hehehe , i just cant wait to see how my next chapter in life would be. weeeeeeee..
(my kuliah mates is the most craziest kuliah mates in 18 kuliah , seriuously , soo blessed to be with then , hari-hari gelak , hari-hari buat lawak , aduhhh , kalau weekend je mesti rindu nak jumpaa semuaa nak gelakk . fall inlove with them already)
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| icadd sayang kawan dia xD |
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| omg this is soo unacceptable syah!!! |
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